Monday, May 28, 2007
I have the sweetest friends. (:
Thanks to Celina, Kathi, and Kristi.
For coming over just to see if I was okay, for my first bouquet of roses ever received.
I wish I could show you how much happier you made me despite what I'm going through.
Really appreciate you girls.
Thank you, dears. (:
And to the one person who stayed by me, giving me a hug when I needed it most even when I didn't ask for it, who's been there with me all this while regardless of how moody or emotionless I am (especially today), who took the greatest care of me,
Thank you, Sem.I can't love you enough. (:
4:57 PM
I'm starring at the glass
In front of me
Is it half empty
If I ruined all
You've given me
I know I've been selfish
I know I've been foolish But look through that
And you will see
That I'll do better
I know, baby
I can do better
If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me
I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone
Will sink 'til it dies
If you leave me tonight Sometimes I stare at you
While you are sleeping
I listen to your breathing
Amazed how I somehow
Managed to
Sweep you off of your feet girl
Your perfect little feet girl
I took for granted
What you do
But I'll do better
I know, baby
I can do better If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me
I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone
Will sink 'til it dies
If you leave me tonight Don't you know
My heart is pumping hope
It's putting out the fight
I got this feeling
That everything’s alright
Don't you see
I'm not the only one for you
But you're the only one for me If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me
I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone
Will sink 'til it dies
If you leave me tonight Don't leave me tonight.
5:16 AM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
How can anyone not love Yond? (:
11:28 PM
Thursday, May 24, 2007
So I was talking to dear Alex online and she invented a new word.
alex; says:hahas
alex; says:okayy not obvious
alex; says:but just suspect since your
farefell HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Omg I really couldn't stop laughing at this one.
HAHAHAHA round of applause for Alex please!
3:09 PM
For so long now, I haven't shed a tear. Not even when I was at the airport. Tears do well up, but they never do fall.
But last night, it did.
And for the first time in my life,
it is because I miss someone so much.
No, that does not even aptly describes what went through me last night. Are words even adequate to describe this surge of emotions, I don't know. How do I put into words so much more than wanting to be with her so badly? So much till I felt I was asphyxiating, that I was insignificantly overpowered by an unidentifiable source, I felt like giving up. Yet I know I can't. Can never afford to. I don't want to. Have you ever felt that you were on the verge of being ripped apart? Ripped apart by extremities.
Placed in the focal point where compulsion is obstructed by unfeasibility.
So vulnerable you've made me, yet you're my source of strength.It
kills me
in every literal sense of the word
upon this realisation that I can't be with you right now despite how much my soul is in an effervescing frission from not being next to you, breathing you in.
I miss you.
Can you hear the calamity upon my heart?
10:44 AM
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Bass LoungeKathi!
Rim & Twins!
Big Noise!Check out sexy Celina!
All of us and Wiri in the bag. :D
LavishI love Yond! My little brother. (Jarrell, don't be jealous)
Sally! This woman is crazy.
Celina's BirthdayYes, I'm a midget.
Prince Yond and Princess Rim. -bows-
Birthday girl and us!
SMILE!
And go crazy!
12:57 PM
Monday, May 21, 2007
To
you,
An illumination of ember
The fusion of disparate worlds
Fragility in an infant nestled
On angel's breath it's cradled
In a waltzing cadence is
A collection of moonbeams in a jar
Facets of an indigold reflection
Sheathing this naissance we call ours
A beautiful framework embossed
Every random thought of you
In mellifluous resonance, your words
Entwine fairytales into truths
An enthrallment, a captivation shackle
You embrace unfathomability in your gaze
My heart reclining at mercy's knife
Predilection for the smile on your face
Blanketed under butterfly dust
We'll watch our love unfold an eternity due
We shall fixate our wrists together
Forever is meant to be spent with you.
8:21 PM
twits farewell photos up
here!sorry it took so long!
8:01 PM
Sunday, May 20, 2007
hello
younglings and
freda, wendy, dinah, sam!
photos of my farewell party are up!
i know i know, finally yes?
anyway, here's the link,
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2091972487
ps: I didnt bother captioning because its too damn much thus too damn tiring!
pps: this site is not for other viewers except those addressed. thank you for ur cooperation. (yes mom, im referring to you.)
7:12 PM
Sunday, May 13, 2007
I wish I could articulate this so many times more, in so many better ways, but
Mom,
Thanks for being the best mother in the world.I wish I could have spent this day with you
Wish I could have been there at midnight to give you a hug just to show how much I've missed you
Wish I could have been there just snuggling with you and annoying you with pipi
Wish I could show you how much you really mean to me.
Thank you for everything you've done,
all that you've sacrificed,
and for the best things in life that happened to me.
Because of you, it did.
I love you mom,
even if I don't say it. (:
6:25 PM
Thursday, May 10, 2007
1st day of school!
Footie!
School + After School Hours. (:
Crazy Amy & Lisa!
That's it for now folks!
7:05 PM
To my baby,Tomorrow morning I have to leave
But wherever I may be
Best believe I'm thinking of you
I can't believe how much I love you
All we have is here tonight
We don't wanna waste this time
Give me something to remember
Baby put your lips on mine
And I'll love you forever
Anytime that we find ourselves apart
Just close your eyes and you'll be here with me
Just look to your heart
And that's where I'll be
If you just close your eyes till you're drifting away
You'll never be too far from me
If you close your eyes
I know I'm gonna see you again
But promise me that you won't forget
'cause as long as you remember
A part of us will be together
So even when you're fast asleep
Look for me inside your dreams
Keep believing in what we're sharing
And even when I'm not there to tell you
I'll love you forever
Anytime that I can't be where you are
Just close your eyes and you'll be here with me
Just look to your heart
And that's where I'll be
If you just close your eyes till you're drifting away
You'll never be too far from me
If you close your eyes
Is there anywhere that far
Anytime you're feeling low
Is there anywhere that love cannot reach
Oh no
I could be anywhere on earth
It could be anywhere I'll be
Oh baby if you want to see
Just close your eyes and you'll be here with me
Just look to your heart
And that's where I'll be
If you just close your eyes till you're drifting away
You'll never be too far from me
If you close your eyes.
4:06 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
I wish I could share everything I have with you.
Wish I could give whatever you need
Wish I could be there to make you smile
Wish I could be there just to be next to you.
Insidiously, the distance kills.
On the verge of asphyxiating from the absence of your presence.
I'm sorry that things has to be so hard for us
Sorry that I can't be there to hold you whenever you need me to.
I want to give you whatever you deserve,
everything that you need from me
Yet I'm victimized and shackled by time and space.
Insidiously, the distance kills.
I can't function without thinking about you
Thinking about how I wish time could retract its hours or hasten its days.
Thinking about what we'd be doing if I could be with you
Just thinking about everything encompassing you and me.
I'd hang out by the phone all day
If that brings me closer to you
Close my eyes when moonlight shines
If that brings me closer to you
Everyday I shout over my balcony
Hoping maybe someway somehow
Maybe across the distance
You would hear that I love you.
I'm just sorry that words are all I have with me right now
To show you how much I really do.
12:15 PM
And to the one person who stayed by me, giving me a hug when I needed it most even when I didn't ask for it, who's been there with me all this while regardless of how moody or emotionless I am (especially today), who took the greatest care of me,
